The end of the world?

I am honestly so terrified this could be the end.
I know that there have been numerous times scientists have told us the world will end.
But this time I actually think it will happen.
I was so sure it would happen I stayed up counting down the minutes.
Literally awaiting my suicide.

I was proved wrong.

Talk has started up yet again that there is still a chance.
That when they fire the machine it could possibly create the Black Hole.
The one that could possibly take 40 months, or 3 years and 4 months.
Within this time will our society go mad?
Will it be The War on Afghanistan in Canada?


Who knows.

Avril Lavigne.

This just happens to be my sober escape from reality.
Her music to me is as if angels were singing into my ears.
I can be having a bad day, and turn on her music, and my
bad mood will be cured.

High school dropout.

Life with homework is a life I'm not used to.
I regret dropping out last semester.
But then again, I don't.

It's made me realize a lot about myself.
It's made me appreciate a lot about life.
It's a learning experience.

The school year of 2008/2009

Sometimes I wonder how I got this far.
Maybe it was through the support of family, friends.
To be honest, it was purely inner determination.
I knew I did not want to be someone who lives on the streets, and asked hundreds of people for money just to keep myself alive.
There are many things I will have to over come this last year of school.
Discrimination being one of them.
The one thing I am worst at taking.
This year I am not going to try and make friends.
I am sick of trying to find them, then losing them over pathetic teenage drama.
If someone wants to truly be my friend they will come to me.
I am tired of searching for friends, just to be brought down.
My heart is tired.

On other hands,
I do believe this year will be a good one.
Friends or no friends,
I will succeed.
I will graduate.